Imagine working hard for something you’ve always wanted and it vanished. Not vanished in reality but in your mind. See this is where we mess up because if one thing goes wrong we think it’s over completely. Um it’s not! I want to share a story with you all. I will keep it short and straight to the point… My book titled “I Was Being Realistic” was done beginning of last year. It was set to be released April 2014. I put my heart into this book. It’s a piece of me. I had someone invest in it and it was a deal gone bad. You know they said they would do this and that they were not meeting deadlines it was a total screw up. In the mist of things all my books were destroyed and my final draft file had been deleted. I felt so miserable, depressed. Even though the book wasn’t the only thing I was working on it was my introduction to the business world. You know I started to eat a lot gained 20 pounds I was loosing myself. You may think it’s not a big deal but working so hard for something and it’s taken away from you hurts. After a month I knew it was time I pull myself together. I started with watching The Secret again. Make sure you watch it, it’s on Netflix. Then watching Eric Thomas and other motivational videos. At first in my mind my dreams had vanished but I changed my thoughts back positive. I imagined in my mind getting shit done! I took the proper steps. I’m going to be honest I hate working for people. But I realized I needed to invest in myself. I got a factory job only took $50 out every week for myself, gas, food etc. The rest I put away. I did this for a whole year never told a soul. I worked hella overtime my lowest check was $655. In the process I would come home and work on my book and try and come up with ideas for additional income. One which I cannot speak on but it will be in my book Chapter 9. 😊! My energy started to get so crazy I was ready to go to work and get off and beat on my craft. Obviously I rewrote my book which is now 10 times better. I decided to do self publishing with help from some colleagues. My official release date is July 27th 2016. If you keep that dream in your mind. If you visualize things how you want them to be. If you work hard. If you invest in yourself. If the frequency matches those positive thoughts you’re unstoppable. You’re extremely powerful and anything is possible. I’m excited for you all to see everything I have coming. It’s well overdue but it’s my time. I’m only 22 ! Millionaire by 25 ! My parents will be retired by the time I’m 30. I’m doing this for me. ❤️
It’s somebody for everybody or is everybody for everybody take my girl to dinner or show my pride at a party so stuck on what everybody has to say only giving 50 when she’s giving 100% everyday I know the right thing to do but my niggas and the Otha chicks saying something too she a hoe she did this she not for you my girl saying niggas tried but couldn’t get through my girl said chicks just mad truth be told my girl is bad 😏 she has style, energy and vibe that can’t be describe the good outweighs the bad I know she down to ride when we aren’t together I’m back to ol me being the guy Otha chicks like to see my past and generation messed me up I like to go to the club show my money get me a chick and bust a nut I think to myself who am I really doing this for? Trying to impress other niggas when I should want more. Really think about it that’s what we do but its boss chicks out there that look at us like fools. My girl sees that I can be better I’m only thinking about right now she thinking about forever she gone be the one to help me get to the next level and shake this crazy generation Devils as men we should stand up I mean man up cause this life we living full of pride its something made up somebody lied work hard, get money, take care of your family and treat your woman right and I guarantee you won’t be worried and you’ll sleep well at night !
This man is everything! Im going to let him tell his story but first let me start by saying if you set a goal or you have dreams you have to be willing to keep going no matter whats thrown at you. Its going to get tough and usually when you are at your breaking point something amazing will happen for you. You have to be a beast! In the end it will all be worth it.
FIRST DECIDE WHAT YOU WANT!
My name is DJ Homicide, who comes from a tough place called Dayton, Ohio. When I say tough I’m not necessarily speaking about surroundings but more so attitude. Your own city is a great place to perfect your craft because it will be your toughest critic. It’s love but its a lot of hate. I have been deejaying for two and a half years and I’m unlike most deejays because I never had dreams of becoming a professional deejay. I went to college and played basketball so just like any other kid I believed I could make it to the NBA. Those dreams shortly lived and getting a degree was my only focus but those long nights brought me closer to music. But I always loved music. My mother would play different types of music when I was a child. Cleaning up together vibing to the beat. Just thinking about it helped me decided what I really wanted.
THE START! VISION, HUSTLE…
I’ll never forget how I started. I was chilling in my dorm with my teamates and I was saying I need to make some money. My pride wouldn’t let me call home and ask for it so I had to find a hustle. I always listened to DJ Drama, DJ Khaled but my fav DJ was off the movie Juice which was Q. I started to make my way around college saying if you throw a party I’ll deejay it for free oh and FREE caught everyones attention. Their was one problem, I had no equipment. So I literally was doing Frat and Sorority parties with an ipod but nobody ever noticed because they were two things, happy to be at a house party and very drunk. My name started buzzing. At my college and other colleges as well. So it happened! I got a call and was asked what was the price for me to DJ a party the rest was history. I saved up and bought some equipment. I feel in love with the art of deejaying and different techniques. After graduation I moved back to Dayton, Ohio. I could not find a job fit for me. Than I realized our purpose here is to serve our purpose, to do what we love. I tried to dj many places but all I kept hearing was NO. My uncle Kenlo has a bar called PCs Lounge and he gave me a shot. I started to build my confidence and really got in tune with it. My fan base grew with a combination of positive encouragement and criticism but it helped me get far. A friend of mines named Chloe introduced me to Rich Tha Kids manager Too Official. He gave me my first stamp on a bigger market because he made me a part of a DJ core called QCDJs which was a good look. It helped my name a lot and not just in Ohio but other places as well.
WHEN YOU’RE ALMOST THERE…
Months of building the Homicide brand I started thinking bigger because not only was I doing this for me but my family as well. I did the unthinkable I took a huge risk I packed up and moved to Atlanta with my Aunt Timia. My aunt is very pivotal with critiquing my craft because she works in Clubs in Atlanta. Three weeks of going out and networking I got my first gig at a place called Palace. It went great but the promoter couldn’t get me hired due to his alliance with the house dj so I was back at square one. Running out of money and feeling like I had little or no support it was tough. I contemplated on going back to Ohio but my mom said that was silly but said that I should come visit and refocus so I did just that. I linked up with a Dj named All City who is from Dayton as well but lives in Florida. He had connects there so we went to two events together. One was a car show and the next event was the Welcome Home Lil Boosie concert. Both were huge events and he threw me in the fire by letting me Dj along with him. I will never forget that highly respected. Florida gave me a amazing feeling. It became home.
I CREATED MY REALITY!
Something was missing until I met Capo. Capo is the manager for MMG artist Young Breed who is a very dope artist who represents the hustle and capo figured it might be good if we figure out how we could all build. Many conversations and we would always end up at the same events and we finally got the ball rolling with Capo talking to Breed and he stamped it. I created my reality! I am now the official Dj for Young Breed. It still seems unreal but now it’s time for us to take the world by storm! I would love to say thank you to Nelle for letting me tell my story. Come take a look into my teams lifestyle
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I encourage you all to follow your bliss. Life does not have to be boring. It won’t be easy and you will fail but it will be worth it. Create your reailty.
What is love now days? Are people wrong for loving others in their own way? What happened to the love from years and years ago? I see my grandparents and all their love does is grow. People using the word with no meaning. Especially when they’re inside of a woman and she’s screaming. Love now days is just a word. And relationships are broken because of he say she say and I heard. What is love? Shouldn’t be different definitions. Some people say it’s a feeling and others just say it knowing somebody is listening. But why lead someone on when you have other intentions your meaning of love has another description. My strength enables me to love again after what I’ve been through because I know someone has the same definition as I do. Don’t miss out on the great feeling of love…the real thing and don’t you ever get confused with the truth and what it may seem. ❤️
Really what’s the difference? It’s a HUGE difference. Now if you aren’t a dreamer or if you don’t want better for your life this blog is not for you. Let’s talk about surviving first. Yes we are all survivors of something. Are you working just to pay bills? Of course that is not the goal but is that what you’re doing? We were not put here to work to pay bills and have nothing left afterwards. We are all here to serve our purpose and utilize our gifts. Just surviving isn’t enough! And you should not be settling. So here’s a start ask yourself, what do I love to do? What am I good at? What makes me smile? And it may not be right now but you will find your gift. I always say follow your bliss and when you follow your bliss it won’t be called work anymore you will enjoy what you’re doing and you won’t be just surviving. Living! What’s living? May be different for you but living to me is many things. Living to me is waking up excited about what the day will bring. I’m not waking up saying ughhhh I hate this job! Living to me is waking up and saying, think I’m going to go to Paris this week. Living is grinding for your vision and making it visible to all. Living to me is retiring both of my parents by the time I’m 30. Living ahhhh Living is doing whatever it is you want to do. Stop the limitations! We have no limits! Dream big! And I’m not saying it’ll be easy in fact it’s going to be hard. But you will make your dreams reality and you will be stronger than ever! Now follow your bliss I’m tired of you complaining about your job, I’m tired of the crying cause you don’t have extras to do what you want too. LIVE! Everyday is not promised. ❤️
A boy told me wait up for me.
A boy did not show up.
A boy said you are the only one.
A boy had more than one.
A boy said I love you.
A boy did not mean it.
A boy said when we moving together?
A boy is planing to move with someone else.
A boy says he’s honest.
A boy is not!
A boy blah blah blah!!!!!!
The difference between a boy and a man, very clear…one speaks one shows. An average girl cannot tell the difference but a woman ohh she knows. But us women have such big hearts we let the boys in and try to see if they can be molded. We give ourselves headaches than wanna blame them. LOL it ain’t they fault it’s ours. Females are extremely smart and I don’t understand why we put ourselves through the many things we go through but guess what, it’s time for a change. Get on your shit! Do what you love! And light will be attracted to you. If that guy you so in love with doesn’t notice you’re a great woman and is giving you more pain than love he does not deserve you. Accept the situation as is and move forward. Tired of seeing women be weak. I’m not average you not average so act like it! I bumped my head a few times I’d admit but I’m young. And no I’m not making an excuse I’ve learned. But I see women 40 and up blaming men. Maybe he’s old, maybe he’s young, maybe he’s not ready, maybe he’ll never be ready, maybe he’s stuck in the past. Whatever the case, don’t be so down on yourself because of the person you’re trying to pursue. I think people get so involved with giving so many chances, crying and asking the guy to love them being mad at other girls the guy mess with etc that they forget to put more into they self. You putting more negative energy into the situation it’s not going to get better. Put more into you! Positivity is key. Balance is key. Do what’s best for you first and the rest will follow…I promise. We are phenomenal ladies! Now is the time to do better. P.S I’m going to take my own advice, know that! 😉
Really, what brings you peace? Think about it for a second. Our minds most of the time are filled with a million thoughts. It’s important for us to find peace and make peace with everything. When you are at peace life seems easier and your thoughts calm down. My peace…well I have many. My favorite place is my bathtub. I run a bubble bath, light candles and turn on smooth music. I close my eyes and imagine my personal paradise. Alone I am there with my feet in the sand staring at the waves. Feeling abundant ! You gotta try it! Close your eyes and create a place that you will never want to leave. A negative thought will not come over you because you will be exactly where you want to be. I also meditate. I try to meditate for at least 30 minutes a day. Meditation is one of the reasons I am so positive. Your body is relaxed and you’re taken away to the most peaceful place. I don’t care if your mate is your peace, your pet, your family, a destination just find it. You need it! Hell we all need it! When you are at peace you will see your life began to change. You won’t worry as much, you will than accept those situations that cause a billion thoughts. Peace is the way…peace is what you need. 😊